I love the fact that I get to get dirty when I composing an art piece, for example I like getting down with the charcoal when I am drawing. It’s the feel of letting go of what will happen, and just going with what is happening. A little bit of charcoal will probably stain your skin but being so into what you are working on at that moment is like a drug.
Charcoal is not the only thing that I love to work with, I love working has on. Projects that had me hands on currently were a fish project, where I get to work with building a fish from all types of wire and plaster, clay, tiles, and shells. A very interesting piece, it’s suppose be composed of found items. Let’s just say that after a few days, my hands had a beating but it was totally worth working on that project.
The only problem that I have probably have working with theses messy items is that somehow, I always seem overdo myself, or I over think how I want it to work out, and stress over it. Like some other projects I had to work on.
I try not to; I usually go with the first idea that comes to my head. I can say I’m only a perfectionist when it comes to thinking of a good idea; Sounds weird when I write it down. Although I’m not a perfectionist in my daily life work, for example like my school work or my job. Sometimes I think I’m not cut out for this, but then again who really know what comes next in their life, only god knows.